gosh...lol i haven't been here since august....well birthday came and went pretty much spent time with amy while my mom played hooky in Orlando...no pictures to mention, no cake, no party, pretty much by myself. it was rather depressing to think about and i wonder why i didn't just break down and cry. o ya that happened afterwards...well life is busier then ever and i wonder when will i ever get to breath. i need to go to bed. got class in the morning =.=. and here i go again holding my breath for the next air pocket that comes up.

so i haven't been here in forever and then some haha ....so ya were did we leave off haha....hmmmmm
 o ya my annoying English teacher...i pretty much said fuck it since no one seems to believe that she could possibly lose ANYTHING in her entire life HA! so ya im just going to forget it and take the stupid shit again soo... fast forward to now haha got into the art institute and finally got my housing down jezz for some odd reason the lady in charge of housing decided to quite just right before the semester started...isint that nice of her ::cough:: bitch ::cough:: so it was a hole bloody mess and finally went down there and sorted it all out and hopefully soon ill know which room ill be in and etc.

in other new i started this diet thing about a month ago and so far ive lost about 15lbs give or take and by the end of this week it should be 20 XD its pretty awesome seeing everything get bigger and bigger haha and then you think back and your like holy shit O.o....so hopefully i can get 10 more pounds off before dec. when i will be heading out to Los Angelos XD haha im soo excited PURIKURA!!! haha im a geek well hopefully if all goes well ill be able to go...ill be staying with a friend so i wont have to worry about hotel. The car is still on hold until i can finish this stupid writen part of the DMV >.< jesus!! its some of the most ridiculous crap in the world like why the would i need to know how many inches the rear and front of my car have to if its this many pound!!! WHAT THE HELL DOES THAT HAVE TO DO WITH F'IN DRIVING!!!!! look this has to do with the automotive company who made the car and if i , for what reason i dont know, wanted to lower my car i could just look the fucking thing up =.= jesus crist just give me my fucking license! the road signs i have down pack but =.- i want to shoot the road rules seriously....yes i have been doin this ALL day...im taking a break for now but.....>.>....so this is my last week at home...its kinda sad....but then again no it isint! XD HAHA no more friggen parents and no more yelling =.= unless of course i dont get along with my room mate....hopefully all is well.